Carry on my wayward son, there'll be peace when you are done...Lay your weary head to rest, don't you cry no more...
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Country: United States
State: Tennessee
Birthday: 9/26/1986
Gender: Female


Interests: Listening to music, writing poetry, singing, cooking, and being a hopeless romantic...
Occupation: Sales


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Member Since: 5/18/2002

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Thursday, January 05, 2006

Currently Gaming
Jak 3
By Sony Computer Entertainment
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It's very early/late. I guess I'm writing on here because I am pretty sure that no one will read it. I don't have anything bad to say really...I don't have much to say period but I feel like writing, something I almost never do anymore...So I think I'm single again, for the most part...it's very boring, but I guess I will get use to it again...I still miss a lot of my old friends...I wish that I could piece back together my old life-not all of it just most of it. You know it's strange but high school was a very good time in my life. All of my friends and I were close and we saw each other all the time, our only worries were if we would pass or fail the next big test in whatever class...I feel very alone, I've felt that way for a little while...and I try not to let it get to me but right now it is very depressing. I'm 19 now and I still have no clue about what I want to do with my life...All I know for sure is that I don't want to work in a factory forever and I don't want to live in my parents house much longer...a year max (I hope). It's like my life has become stagnant, not moving or changing...I don't know what would make me happier or even content...I want to learn some trades-bartending and possibly massage therapy. I don't know...I wish I had someone I could talk to, don't get me wrong I have Mike and if I needed I could call Bobby or Nana but it's like I don't want to bother anyone. I wish it could be like back in the day when you could call any of your friends daily and they didn't mind or you weren't interrupting anything. It really hurts to feel this alone, to feel like you don't have someone that always cares...not necessarily in a romantic way but just to have someone care at all right now would be nice...And it's like I don't know where to go to make new friends or how to go about making new friends, but at the same time I don't even have time for my old friends or my family so what's the point? That's why I'm sitting here typing out my feelings...because I don't have anyone in my life that I think would really want to hear it and I don't want to be a pest. I think I'm done writing for now...

Mudvayne-"Fall Into Sleep"
Dreams of earth quakes
Dreams of hurricanes
Dreams of pouring rain
Dreams of tidal waves (to wash us all away)
Dreams of guns blazed
Dreams of fire rage
Dreams of swollen graves
Dreams of hollow pain
All gone
No more fallen
No more enemy
No more casualty
No more dream
Fall into sleep, fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares, nobody wants to listen
Fall into sleep, fall into me
Hang onto a dream, that nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore
Dreams of mourning grief
Dreams of disbelief
Dreams of tragedy
Dreams of our disease (to take us all away)
Dreams of fidelity
Dreams of inner peace
Dreams of loyalty
Dreams of unity
All gone
All gone
Fall into sleep, fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares, nobody wants to listen
Fall into sleep, fall into me
Hang onto a dream, that nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore
The angels are injured
Fall with broken burning wings
Are we dead inside, are we blind
We cant keep moving foward
Backwards with closed eyes
We're losing sight
All lost inside
No more fallen
No more enemy
Fall into sleep, fall into me,
I have a dream
But nobody cares, nobody wants to listen
Fall into sleep, fall into me,
Hang onto a dream
That nobody wants, nobody cares
Nobody wants, nobody cares anymore
All gone


Friday, December 23, 2005

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Monday, September 26, 2005

Currently Listening
A Different Kind of Pain
By Cold
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First update in awhile, been kinda busy. Mike, Bobby, and I all went to Ohio for X Fest. It was awesome but the crowd surfers were ruining the show for people up front. So the bands there were 30 Seconds to Mars, Day of Fire, Theory of a Deadman, Dark New Day, Hawthorne Heights, Crossfade, Cold, 10 Years, Seether, and Papa Roach. I saw half of the bands because they were split on two stages. Papa Roach was awesome and before the show started the drummer walked by and kind of pointed at me because I was wearing a very old Papa Roach shirt-the Infest logo. That was kewl. I got a really bad blistered sunburn, it's finally almost gone. I'm finally starting to save some money. Bobby and I are doing better most days. I'm pretty content most days. I feel biploar sometimes though because I'll be happy and it will go away a few moments later. I still miss my friends, we are all busy with life/work/lovers/and some people have children.I am loving the way the Buzz is now the Buzz Rock-playing Megadeath and Pantera. I am dissappointed that there was no Buzzfest this year. I am hating gas prices, so is everyone else in the US. I just keep hoping it will get lower and stay that way, oh how people long for the days of $1.75 and I doubt it will get that low again. Big hopes for winning the Lotto. There's so much I would do with that kind of money. I saw the Corpse Bride, it was good but I still prefer TNBC. I'm going on an all organic diet thing though. Anyways there is more I could write but I'm about to go soon. I love Cold's new music and I bought the new Mudvayne cd. I'm going to post the lyrics to "Photograph" because it's how I feel a lot lately. My birthday is technically today. Bye all~me

ColdCold-photo

 

 

 

 

 

 

30 Seconds to Mars

30 Seconds to Mars-photo

SeetherSeether-photo

 

 

 

 

CrossfadeCrossfade-photo

 

 

 

 

 

 

Theory of a DeadmanTheory Of A Deadman-photo

 

 

 

 

 

 

Papa RoachPapa Roach-photo

 

 

 

 

 

Day of FireDay of Fire-photo

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

10 Years10 Years-photo

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dark New DayDark New Day-photo

 

 

 

 

 

Hawthorne Heights

Hawthorne Heights-photo

Nickelback-"Photograph"
Look at this photograph, every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red, and what the hell is on Joey’s head?
This is where I grew up, I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without, the second floor is hard for sneakin’ out
And this is where I went to school, most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice, I must’ve done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it’s too late, should I go back and try to graduate?
Life's better now than it was back then, if I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh, oh, oh...Oh, God I...Every memory of lookin’ out the back door
I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say it, time to say it, goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walkin’ out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was lookin’ for
It’s hard to say it, time to say it, goodbye, goodbye
Remember the old arcade? Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out, they said somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio, and sing along with every song we know
We said someday we’d find out how it feels, to sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim's the first girl I kissed, I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She’s had a couple of kids since then, I haven’t seen her since God knows when
Oh, oh, oh...Oh, God I...Every memory of lookin’ out the back door
I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say it, time to say it, goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walkin’ out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was lookin’ for
It’s hard to say it, time to say it, goodbye, goodbye
I miss that town, I miss the faces, you can’t erase, you can’t replace it
I miss it now, I can’t believe it, so hard to stay, too hard to leave it
If I could relive those days, I know the one thing that would never change
Every memory of lookin’ out the back door
I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say it, time to say it, goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walkin’ out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was lookin' for
It’s hard to say it, time to say it, goodbye, goodbye
Look at this photograph, every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me...


Thursday, September 08, 2005

Currently Gaming
The Sims
By Electronic Arts
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No one really comes to xanga anymore, but for the few who do I've found a lot of awesome icons. Later~me

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

   

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Saturday, August 20, 2005

Currently Listening
We Are Not Alone
By Breaking Benjamin
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Wow only one comment on the last entry...xanga has become a ghost town. Well since I'm writing just because I guess I can say whatever I feel like... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! okay that helped relieve some stress.  So I'd like to send out some congradulations for some of my friends-Congrats to Heather and Brandon for having an adorable baby boy, congrats to Tabby and Mike who are going to get married and in around four months have a cute little boy, and I'm not sure if I ever congradulated Lizzie and Dan but they got married and have a cute little boy now. I suppose I could congradulate Doug on going though rehab and finally trying to start his life. Anyways so Joe is back now, I'm glad because I've missed him and been worried about him. Bobby and I are just about out of debt/the rut we've been in. So um let's see...my visitor counter on here is about to hit the 5,000 mark which is kewl, but I didn't put it on my xanga until a few years after I started it. Some good news would be that I'm going to finally be hired full time at this job-FINALLY a job I will stick with for a long time. Bobby is going to get his GED within the next week or so. He's done great on the pre tests so I don't doubt his ability to pass the actual test. Some bad news would be that my car is really starting to mess up and I will have to trade it in soon. Gas prices are fucking insane, which makes me even more annoyed with/by my car. Anyways I've gotta go to work in less than thirty minutes. Hope you all like the pretty picture I'm posting. Bye~me



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